No air conditioning... at least its cold

Since my last post, life has calmed down a bit. The water got taken care of, the air conditioning is being fixed tomorrow, and our building is supplying us with screens for the windows tomorrow. Why there were not screens to begin with is beyond me.

But I want to say, I am very lucky. I am lucky to have a boyfriend who cares, and will do the little things to make me smile when I freak out and even do them for no reason at all. When our kitchen was underwater, our apartment was how, and nothing seemed to go right, I had to go off to work, and left him to figure out everything. But of course, being at work, I wanted to do everything that I could, and was on the phone ever 30 minutes, which in turn, made me frustrated because all I wanted to do was go home and help him. But I couldn't, so the end result, tears. Of course, I couldn't last more than a week without people in my new office seeing me cry. Crying at the office about non-work related issues has kinda turned into my thing. Probably not the best thing to have, but oh well. I am emotional, I cant help it.

Back to the point,  it was an all around suckey day. Nothing was going right in my mind. All I wanted was something easy to happen. Something to go right the first time. It just was not happening that way. The past 3 weeks have all seemed like a circus (which I should be use to now... its kind of the theme in my life)  When I came home, something did go very right. On the bed when I got home was a fan (to circulate air in the apartment), daisy's and a poem, all being held by the stuffed animals that are on our bed. Thats all it took. The simple act of caring. Knowing that I am not alone, was all it took. It reminded me that it can always be worse, and we are together- which makes all the difference.

But to fast forward, the weather has decided to be on our side- its rainy and cold, so the apartment isn't too hot, and a fan is all we need. The perfect conditions for a lazy Sunday with a pretty awesome guy that I am lucky enough to call my Boyfriend.

Peace, love, and things do go right,
B