Tuesday, August 9, 2011

An update....

Just like in elementary school, middle school and high school, summer is all about the break. Break from really thinking, break from all responsibility and a break from all life- well that is what I did with blogging, I took a summer break. Mostly not being inside long enough to complete my full thoughts. Although its been the hottest summer basically ever..... I have survived through it and enjoyed the time I could outside. Having a pool in my apartment complex also helps.

But now that most public schools are back in session, so am I. It's time to get back in my groove. Back to telling the world about my life. And considering its almost been a full year since I left to move to New York, its time to keep on my track to find what I really want to do. Life is pretty amazing right now socially, the most amazing boyfriend, new friends that I never through I would find in Atlanta and trying new things (like volleyball)- but there is a little something missing, maybe professionally is what's missing. I have been liking my job better- its been challenging, but maybe something else- It is a hard feeling to explain, I just want more. Maybe just something else on the side, maybe getting more involved in my work or finding something on top of my job.... Just need to search for what that something else is...

My biggest fear is to not get into a groove- not have things that I only like to do to become normal. Life should be wonderful and exciting- life should be an adventure- not just going through the motions. This is the new goal- get out of the like and get into the love..... whatever that might be.

Peace, love and schools back in session,
b

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