Now that I am waiting to move to NYC, I have been doing a lot of thinking about my future and what I want out of life. Whenever the topic of New York comes up, a feeling in the pit of my stomach starts to churn. I can't decide if the churning is nervousness or just me being anxious. I am moving up there with no job, no direction and not even an IDEA of what I want to do with my life. What I have always known is that there is something special that I am suppose to be doing. The problem is that I don't know what that something is. Big ideas churn themselves in my brain, weather its helping people in the gulf or helping kids who have no positive influences in their lives. People have always told me that my attitude is contagious and thats great and all, but what now? I need direction.... And this is what I do all day right now, think about what I can do.. waiting to go to NYC because I feel that I cant start on something until I get up there, but why not? What If I stumble upon something here before I move there- a dead line does not exist like in college- Just accepting this is what I am going to have to work on...
Until next time..
peace, love and thinking...
B
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